Love is funny. Perhaps it's our age, but almost everyone in my group of friends is in love or has a crush on someone. I don't know if I'm in love, but this definitely isn't the kind of desperate, depressing feeling I get when it's merely a crush. I'm happy, and I feel like I can trust this person when he says he has been thinking about me. Even if he says some pretty unbelievable things, I believe him because I feel like I could say it to him too and mean it. Maybe it's my hidden insecurity, but I've always been sure nobody means what they tell me.

It feels weird not being pushed into talking all the time, or listening to some selfish blahblahblah of how the person's life has been hard and will always be. This redhead gentleman is somehow very different from everyone I have met. The first person ever to give room for my adoration of silence, giving me time to think, the first ever to seem truly interested in what I have to say.

We're not really a couple yet, but I almost feel like we are. We just met. Perhaps this is some sort of love at first sight. Who knows. We're both artists and have red hair, our birthdays are 28th and 29th of September. You'd think too many similarities could be bad.




Like... three weeks until he comes back. I guess I can live with that. *sigh*

'kay. enough of drooling over some ice hockey players's perfectly formed ass. he's busy, so be it. i don't care. in fact, as funny as it may sound, i think the universe wanted him to tell me he's busy so that i could meet someone else. and i did. <3

but why in the name of all that is sacred must he live so far away? liek in a totally different country lulz. at least he's just studying there, so he'll be back in finland in almost no time. *sigh*





like AAAAAAARGH

That monkeyarse loltagged me. xP

Rules:
1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about their self on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.

1. I like zombies to the extent where you start wondering if it's healthy or not.
2. Sometimes I'm a delightful mix of a geek and an actual human being. I guess that's why I'm so lovely. Sometimes I'm not so delightful mix of anything. That's when I'm not so lovely.
3. The only religion I truly like is science.
4. I AM THE CORRECTOR KID!!!!!1
5. Right now I'm struggling with this: Am I or am I not too shy to talk to that boy at my school who was the reason I had to wear a scarf for almost a week. (Mmmm, push me against a wall and do it again please?) Yeah, today my heart beat like a rabbit's heart for the whole day. Maybe tomorrow. JUST. WTF. IS. MY. PROBLEM? -__-;;;
6. For a person as anti-social as me I have a surprisingly active uhh, love life.
7. I still don't know if it's a good thing to watch Star Wars.
8. I already know that playing WoW is totally rad.


And I'd say that I don't want to tag anyone, but then I'd be lying. I just don't tag because I don't have enough friends I could tag. Maybe. Or maybe I do, cba to count. Also, cba to tag less. Besides, what the fudge is with the number eight anyway? >__>

I feel so, so stupid. Really, I do. And it's not very often that I can say this. I'm so embarrassed. Just letting people know that I'm easily irritated because I feel dumb. Like... a total loser dumb, and being humiliated before your crush dumb and and and... Also... tired of wearing a scarf but can't take it off. AHHHahaha. Ha. *falls on the floor, ripping her hair off*



I totally suck at social situations.

I don't know, I'm sad. Feeling a bit betrayed and blue for a rather small reason. The same one that makes me cry while watching Enchanted or any ololololtruelove thingies.

Also, FFVII: "You! I'm gonna throw Materia at you! >8"(" So yeah, I've been wondering why I could never take Sephiroth, Cloud or any character in their category seriously. I wonder why indeed... *rolls eyes and chuckles*

At least the frost outside looks nice.